Last wednesday was the worst day of my life that didn't involve my parents and yet another medical condition. I left school early to head home after my Drawing for Animation class. I was waiting at the bus stop when a drunk old guy stumbled off the 5. I knew he was going to come over to me, but I silently prayed that he would have other things to do. He didn't. He came over and stood about a half an inch from my face. I was gagging on his beer breath and couldn't understand a fucking word he was saying. I finally managed to piece together that he wanted me to go with him. Yuck. He honestly thought I was going to leave with him, quite possibly so he could rape me. Yeah, that's gonna happen you prick. I kept saying no, shaking my head. Occasionally I'd smile sympathetically (I'm not entirely sure why) and he'd get mad at me, demanding that I stop laughing at him. I wasn't. I was trying to humor him. Asshole. He was gripping my elbow, which was close to my side. Then I realized that he was groping my breast in public. In front of EVERYONE. You'd think that SOMEONE would have the presence of mind to do something, but NO. They assumed that I was actually enjoying being violated in FUCKING PUBLIC. I don't know who's worse, the drunk or the oblivious. My bus finally arrived, and all I could do was meekly tell him that I had to go, but he wouldn't let me leave. I almost missed my bus, which means I would've had to spend another half hour with this asshole. Finally I just ran away and flung myself at the bus. I was almost crying the whole ride home. As soon as I got off I called my mom and burst into tears. I should've grabbed my mace when I had the chance, but I was too freaked out. I thought that I could just convince him to go away, but when he kept getting angry I was worried that he was going to do something drastic. I should've screamed. THEN MAYBE SOMEONE WOULD'VE DONE SOMETHING. I can't believe that everyone just kept walking by. I've been told that I look like I can take care of myself, but sometimes I just can't. I'm in no way a helpless little girl, but still.....

Shit, I'm starting to cry again.